the truth- it hurts.

Devistated.
You know when you look up to someone and their actions and beliefs crush you down?
That's what happened.

I never really knew if he was gay or not...there obviously was a bit of fairy dust about him....but it didn't seem so severe.

Obviously, if you didn't already know, I am STRONGLY against homosexuals. Very.
I don't give a crap what you think about that, that's the truth. That's me. That's G-D's view.

But I stucked it up typing it into the google search bar, praying he wasn't.
He was.
Openly.
My heart sunk below my ribs, face falling into a frown. Eyebrows knitting together, I furiously scrolled down, hoping someone would say 'no'.
No one said no.

My mind is telling me 'it's his designs....not the designer.' well guess what?! shut up mind, your leading me into horrible paths of accepting something so...so HORRID. Something the opposite of what G-D wants...it's telling me things that the world wants us to know. 'that it's ok.'
GUESS WHAT? IT'S NOT.

Take a wild guess of who I'm speaking of.

This is hard.
And only about 7% of you would understand.
The rest would not, and protest.